Monday, September 27, 2004
Holz..
Yez.. holz have starteed... Ahem.. i'm supposed to start rev.. ahem. Er.. NOt moving. something is seriously wrong this sem. I'm usually stuckin the lib from monring to night at this point of time. but curiously. i'm everywhere but there.
was complaining to jas i was going out waaay too much this sem.
" wah xueling .. so happening ah.. tsk tsk?"
yeah, i think pigs are flyign . seriously.
It's a very tricky issue, managing your social life and your work. She said something that kept coming up in my thoughts. " You can make time to do things you wanna do, but then with that time you use to do recreational activites ( aka getting a life) , you lose time that you could have spent studying something, something that might be neccesary in the future. Your duty is with your patients, but how much sacrifice must you make now? Is it worth it to sacrifice things you can only do in your youth and mebbe regret it later?"
I can't give her an answer. I don't know. My parents tell me that as long as I"m happy doing what I am doing, it's fine bythem. But i really wonder how much going out now and leaving say. anatomy less well revised will impact in the future. Will it cost me a patient? Will it cost my patients their QOL in the future? Will it leave me less equipped to heal someone in the future? But then again, if i suffer a nervous /emotional breakdown now like i almost did b4, is it worth it? If i force myself to study continuously and become disillusioned with med, is it worth it?
that thin balance is incredibly hard to get. ANd jas pointed it out in black and white to me yesterday, mebbe i was always subconsciously searching for that balance...
neway, with the holz.. off with a bang.. lizhen and I turned supre upside down on friday afternoon, Got this yaya looking pink frilly top for clubbing. .mwahaha.. loved this skirt tube combi but i looked too much of an elephant to carry it off.. groan. debating whether to get a belt. Caught the bourne supremacy with nic at night. The story line was good, but the bloody camera work... goodness. i codulnt' even see who was hitting who? was it bourne? was it the baddie.. or was it trefor morgan???? It didnd't make a diff, i coudln't tell. AND BLOODY HELL. why did they kill off marie/??
Had temple on sat.. read it about it in the prev entry.. :) very happy :)
then had potluck at nic's house... thot we weren't going clubbing anymore.. was so puzzled when lz and aia came in dressed to the nines.. but was too brain dead and too inappropraitely clad to go.. pot luck was fun, but only half the expected no. came.. but hey, the conversation got pretty interesting. mwahha.
sunday ran into luana in teh city.. OMG. *SCREAM* :) i think i need to meet lotsa pple.. i'm guilty guilty guilty of not meeting ppl manz.. so many promises left unkept.. paiseh paiseh.
Whoopee. going dandenongs with the gang. yummy scones here i come!
Yez.. holz have starteed... Ahem.. i'm supposed to start rev.. ahem. Er.. NOt moving. something is seriously wrong this sem. I'm usually stuckin the lib from monring to night at this point of time. but curiously. i'm everywhere but there.
was complaining to jas i was going out waaay too much this sem.
" wah xueling .. so happening ah.. tsk tsk?"
yeah, i think pigs are flyign . seriously.
It's a very tricky issue, managing your social life and your work. She said something that kept coming up in my thoughts. " You can make time to do things you wanna do, but then with that time you use to do recreational activites ( aka getting a life) , you lose time that you could have spent studying something, something that might be neccesary in the future. Your duty is with your patients, but how much sacrifice must you make now? Is it worth it to sacrifice things you can only do in your youth and mebbe regret it later?"
I can't give her an answer. I don't know. My parents tell me that as long as I"m happy doing what I am doing, it's fine bythem. But i really wonder how much going out now and leaving say. anatomy less well revised will impact in the future. Will it cost me a patient? Will it cost my patients their QOL in the future? Will it leave me less equipped to heal someone in the future? But then again, if i suffer a nervous /emotional breakdown now like i almost did b4, is it worth it? If i force myself to study continuously and become disillusioned with med, is it worth it?
that thin balance is incredibly hard to get. ANd jas pointed it out in black and white to me yesterday, mebbe i was always subconsciously searching for that balance...
neway, with the holz.. off with a bang.. lizhen and I turned supre upside down on friday afternoon, Got this yaya looking pink frilly top for clubbing. .mwahaha.. loved this skirt tube combi but i looked too much of an elephant to carry it off.. groan. debating whether to get a belt. Caught the bourne supremacy with nic at night. The story line was good, but the bloody camera work... goodness. i codulnt' even see who was hitting who? was it bourne? was it the baddie.. or was it trefor morgan???? It didnd't make a diff, i coudln't tell. AND BLOODY HELL. why did they kill off marie/??
Had temple on sat.. read it about it in the prev entry.. :) very happy :)
then had potluck at nic's house... thot we weren't going clubbing anymore.. was so puzzled when lz and aia came in dressed to the nines.. but was too brain dead and too inappropraitely clad to go.. pot luck was fun, but only half the expected no. came.. but hey, the conversation got pretty interesting. mwahha.
sunday ran into luana in teh city.. OMG. *SCREAM* :) i think i need to meet lotsa pple.. i'm guilty guilty guilty of not meeting ppl manz.. so many promises left unkept.. paiseh paiseh.
Whoopee. going dandenongs with the gang. yummy scones here i come!
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