Friday, November 12, 2004
Post exam rants ...
EXAMS ARE OVER!!! ... okok. i'm kidding. it's almost over. i'm in no mood to study anymore.. crap. 2 more papers. but thank goodness the worst is over. so giving myself a break now.
the last week has been kinda hellish. since the study break, i've been stuck int eh lib on a daily basis with nic and char and aiai mugging my ass off, wondering why all the info bits were falling out of my head and why everything seemed so alien tho' i was supposed to have mugged it b4. Came sunday, i was like. OK. xueling, done enuff sutdying.. let's sleep and guezz wat??? i had MAJOR INSOMNIA> i think for the first time in my life, i actually sat for a 3hour paper with 3 hours of fragmented sleep. OMG. i was so horrified. And to top it off, i was allergic to coffee so that wasn't gonna pull me through my PBL and SAQ paper.
shit, i duno how i even kept awake thru the whole thing. Mebbe coz the paper was traumatic, that's why i actally could mantain a gold fish like state to finish it. Barely finish it actually. i dunno wat i was writing half the time.
went yumcha with the gang.. tried to sleep somemore and BINGO.. insomnia again. OMG. this was relaly a crisis. I had absolutely almost no contacgt with my health practise notes the whole semester and i was banking on tuesday to cram all my notes for wed's exam. But on monday night, i was too fatigued to do anything. It's scarey, having insomnia. Your eyes are wide wide open, your brain neurons are firing away ( you can almost here 'em. smoking ) but you're too tired to absorb anything. In the end, i was sooo despo, i ran to lizhen's house and got a sleepingpill from her. That helped a little, but the sleep was very fragmented. Tuesday was spent in teh lib with teh gang trying my darnest to cram a whole semester's work. We were freaking out so badly come night time. Yeah, even if the topic was my fav.. sex. I was too tired to enjoy studying it. Thank goodness sleep came that night and the exam was not too bad.
Thurs. with mcq paper out of the way lizhen and i raided SUPRE. oh yeah baby! busted 30 over bux buying 2 gorgeous tops. geez. lz is still trying to get me to wear those crazy tshirts.. Gal.. i love your taste , but those t shirts are a NONO. Had korean food with teh gang for dinner than off to crown bakery for cake.. haiiii.. the luxuries of being able to chill out with your buds. i was savouring every moment.
neway, gonna try to get a bit of muggin done. BUT WHOO HOO>. neuro is almost OVER. oh yeah!!!! PARTY COMING UP! ( can see lz bouncing with excitment) oh yez. we SHALL party our hair off, our butts off... and then it's off to singapore. hmm. puzzling, but i realised as the sems goes by, i feel less and less excited about returning. mixed feelings i suppose. like i 'd love to go back, but i know i'll miss melbourne too.. haha. i'm one screwed up perso.
ps. watched a doc about a sex maniac who raped and murdered 10 ppl in america.. omg..SIC MAN. juz sic.
check back soon for my routine post semester reflections.
EXAMS ARE OVER!!! ... okok. i'm kidding. it's almost over. i'm in no mood to study anymore.. crap. 2 more papers. but thank goodness the worst is over. so giving myself a break now.
the last week has been kinda hellish. since the study break, i've been stuck int eh lib on a daily basis with nic and char and aiai mugging my ass off, wondering why all the info bits were falling out of my head and why everything seemed so alien tho' i was supposed to have mugged it b4. Came sunday, i was like. OK. xueling, done enuff sutdying.. let's sleep and guezz wat??? i had MAJOR INSOMNIA> i think for the first time in my life, i actually sat for a 3hour paper with 3 hours of fragmented sleep. OMG. i was so horrified. And to top it off, i was allergic to coffee so that wasn't gonna pull me through my PBL and SAQ paper.
shit, i duno how i even kept awake thru the whole thing. Mebbe coz the paper was traumatic, that's why i actally could mantain a gold fish like state to finish it. Barely finish it actually. i dunno wat i was writing half the time.
went yumcha with the gang.. tried to sleep somemore and BINGO.. insomnia again. OMG. this was relaly a crisis. I had absolutely almost no contacgt with my health practise notes the whole semester and i was banking on tuesday to cram all my notes for wed's exam. But on monday night, i was too fatigued to do anything. It's scarey, having insomnia. Your eyes are wide wide open, your brain neurons are firing away ( you can almost here 'em. smoking ) but you're too tired to absorb anything. In the end, i was sooo despo, i ran to lizhen's house and got a sleepingpill from her. That helped a little, but the sleep was very fragmented. Tuesday was spent in teh lib with teh gang trying my darnest to cram a whole semester's work. We were freaking out so badly come night time. Yeah, even if the topic was my fav.. sex. I was too tired to enjoy studying it. Thank goodness sleep came that night and the exam was not too bad.
Thurs. with mcq paper out of the way lizhen and i raided SUPRE. oh yeah baby! busted 30 over bux buying 2 gorgeous tops. geez. lz is still trying to get me to wear those crazy tshirts.. Gal.. i love your taste , but those t shirts are a NONO. Had korean food with teh gang for dinner than off to crown bakery for cake.. haiiii.. the luxuries of being able to chill out with your buds. i was savouring every moment.
neway, gonna try to get a bit of muggin done. BUT WHOO HOO>. neuro is almost OVER. oh yeah!!!! PARTY COMING UP! ( can see lz bouncing with excitment) oh yez. we SHALL party our hair off, our butts off... and then it's off to singapore. hmm. puzzling, but i realised as the sems goes by, i feel less and less excited about returning. mixed feelings i suppose. like i 'd love to go back, but i know i'll miss melbourne too.. haha. i'm one screwed up perso.
ps. watched a doc about a sex maniac who raped and murdered 10 ppl in america.. omg..SIC MAN. juz sic.
check back soon for my routine post semester reflections.
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