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Saturday, July 23, 2005

It really gets me down,
when everytime i make up my mind not to let it get to me
everytime i tell myself. Let it go. 4get it.
It juz comes back, worst than ever.

No matter how hard i try to be ..
I know i'll never get there.
i've given up
but still it irks me.
wonder what i did in my past life,
to invoke such dislike.

Time to seriously engage in some metta meditation.
Lord Buddha, i need help here!

How do you remove such attachment to the want ?
Help remind me of the diamond sutra, and the heart sutra ..
Help me in my path to removing this dukha.
Remind me of my goal to cultivate forebearance.
let me overlook,
let me grit my teeth.


sigh.

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